I don’t write easily…

I’m not certain when composing my thoughts and putting them to … hmmm, paper isn’t exactly correct anymore, is it?   …putting them down became difficult.  I remember when I used to write letters to friends that were stream of consciousness or conversations with them in my head.  At some point, I became less lucid, less free with my communication, more concerned with getting it right than getting it out.  And in losing that flow, I became less communicative.  I’d love to get that back, that flow, and to feel less worried about getting it right the first time I put the words down.  I wonder if this is the forum?